Aug 19
bad shrimp, maybe
I had some Malaysian food with my brother and his girlfriend late this afternoon once I was done petsitting, and I haven’t been feeling particularly hot ever since. Noodles are relatively inoffensive, as are bamboo shoots and bean sprouts and such, so maybe it was the shrimp. I just feel “off.”
And I’m really tired. I was up at 6 today after falling asleep at 1, and I’ve been waking up that early every day for the last week. It’s really unnerving because I am not a morning person–and I HATE having this many hours in my day. It’s too much time to fill. It’s bad enough that I can’t fall asleep at night and need to find ways to fill that span of time so I can escape being alone with my brain, but now I have 3 or 4 more hours to contend with because I can’t even fall back asleep once I get up at 6.
So it could be bad shrimp, it could be crankiness, it could be “grande ennui”… because, damn, I’m bored by all of it. At least the weekend was a nice change because I could take the dog out, be in the park, play with her, and enjoy some of those simpler things for a while.
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