Mar 14
administrative crap
Though this portion of the site (or any portion of the site, for that matter) isn’t exactly a comment-fest or anything, I’ve been forced to implement crazy gestapo measures. That is to say, I will now only be accepting comments from registered commenters since I’ve been getting soooo much friggin’ comment spam lately.
Anyway. That’s the word on the administrative end. I’m feeling rather horrible and gross and pathetic tonight, despite the fact that this is now two nights in a row that I’ve actually gone running on the treadmill after work and then had a nice healthy dinner.
I guess my expectations at this stage are unrealistic; I won’t see a change when I look in the mirror after two nights of running. I wish I would, but I won’t. And looking in the mirror now just makes me really really upset because I can completely understand and answer all the unpleasant “why” questions constantly floating around in my head. The lack of cheekbone definition says it all.
Oh. Here’s my new favorite German word:
weltschmerz (VELT-shmerts) noun
World weariness; pessimism, apathy, or sadness felt at the difference between physical reality and the ideal state.
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